Feel like blogging again.

As I said, I went to school just now. There will be 27 people going to the trip. The teachers briefed us what to bring.. what we cannot do.. ( like cannot go out of hotel at night and go into another room of the opposite sex)

Somehow I got excited again, er I mean by the trip.


Anyway I'm having mixed emotions. On one side, I am sooo happy and excited to go there and explore and look around. Doing something new.

On the other side, I am seriously adding to my father's financial problem.

Haiz, I am just very guilty-and-happy at the same time. But then there's nothing I can do at this point of time also. So...


I feel that maybe, I am neglecting my secondary school friends. It has always been like this. I am always taking people for granted and sometimes, a little selfish. Really missed the days when my friends and I are always laughing and goofing around, not caring what other people look at us. Er, maybe we do lah. But then the group of us always had fun together.

And now I will not let what others think or say affect my decisions. I was really stupid and gullible then. Thinking it over. Doing what I really want to do. Go with my heart.

I love my friends.. Muaaacckk to evrybody!



Calista is getting over with it. I WILL be getting over with it.
A fresh start again.